An interesting thing happened to me yesterday. I had met some asian boy but had forgotten his name. And I was with one of my white friends. I asked my white friend (out of earshot of the asian dude) what his name was. ANd my white friend shrugged and said “Erm im not sure, Abdul? either that or Paki.” Now i’m fairly comfortable around this friend and usually i’m fairly used to that word being thrown around every once in a while. BUt why shud i be used to it? It is a derogetary term, and it makes me think those who use it around asians, do they use it in private conversation with others? I don’t know its osmething that ive not been able to shake and its kinda been stinging at me for vaguely accepting it. so i thought id put it somewhere. 

I was watching grim adventures of billy and mandy and i accidently oversalted my eggs… man that’s a bitter pill to swallow.

Its the kinda thing that can ruin a day!

I love waking up in the morning, and if its cold ironing my clothes before i put them on. Like having my torso really warm because i just ironed my t shirt is like the best feeling ever! Unfortunately it doesn’t last very long.

To a lesser extent I enjoy doing this with gloves ironing them and putting them on, but if i want warm hands its not too much of a hassle to press my hands to the radiator. (alot easier to do then to press my torso to the radiator. Also a lot less weird looking).

*Radiator!? HEATER I MEAN!*

Ok after i lost my job at Wheels of Sport Westfield, which was like the shittest job in the world but also like the best job ever!

Ive been working at gamestation since then, for like one day a week (except the week just gone where i worked every day) But i don’t think the people there lke me tooo much, because im an xmas temp, which means my contract expires on jan the 8th, there are 2 other xmas temps, and they get like 15-20 hours a week, where i’ve only been getting 4. (Except for the week just gone.)Well the underling co workers i get on with just fine (besides this one noob xmas temp who works behind the tills and just tells me lies so when i go tell a customer i get mirked off by my manager for delivering wrong info.

… Sigh i mean works not htat bad i guess, its just in my old job i just sat there on youtube all day, sure the pay was shit, but gettin paid a fiver an h0our for web browsing was fine.

hmm also theres this person at my work who ive met 3 times already and i really dont know if its a guy or a girl. His/Her name is Joe… so whenever i see him/her im always like “you alright dude?”

dude is fairly a safe bet i think.

Right, the other day I woke up and did some stuff and spoke to some people and realised after fact verification and dot connecting that I have haters.

Now that came as a shock to me, and quite a dissapointment because, lol i hate the word haters, but not that but because the people who are “hatin’” are people I generally like. D’ah well word spreads quick like poison and I never thought I was important enough to hate! It’s a sad, sad time but I hope the poison won’t seep into peoples ears like Claudius’s poison into King Hamlet’s!

Literary related simile? oh yeah.

Someone from youtube wants too add me on facebook.

I’m scared. Allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllow it im just gonna accept.

on second thoughts … i wont. =S

NOT THAT IM A SICK GUY AND HAVE THE POWER TO DISMISS PEOPLE AS A WHIM.

but besides that yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ive got 2 eessays due in on monday and tuesday and i havent read the books for either! Thankfully Jane Eyre isnt too difficult so i don’t really need to read the novel to write an essay on it (I hope)> I mean i have read 100 pages and i generally understand whats gonna happen so yeah i shud be kool wth that.

The less said about the other essay the better.

Ooooooooooooo ive got a job in gamestation now (have i mentioned this? Its old news, if i havent woops)

Ok Head down now, next post i do will be more interesting as i’ll have finished my essays and have more time to think about life and tell you about my days/weeks!

Apanthropinisation - I have no idea what this word means! But… i have it listed as my political views on fb. Man I must have felt so superior and/or funny at the time!

I’ll leave it there, just incase it is something important to me and i just forgot.

Also I removed David Mitchell from my “heroes” section on fb… not that hes not a kool guy… but hes not really “hero” material.

What does the word hero even mean anymore? Muhammed Ali and Dave Chappelle never saved me from peril, their just sick guys!

ooo! Note to self: Add Malcolm X to heroes.

Well i assume its gunpowder cos my window is open and loads of fireworks are going off just overhead and i can smell the gritty smell of gunpowder. Again i assume this is what gunpowder smells like, since I’ve never held a gun or anything else that uses gunpowder to work I’m only making an educated (naive) guess. For all i know gunpowder could smell like… new car smell, coconuts, plastic bags… or the deaths of thousands of innocent palestinian lives.

On a lighter note… Apprentice! whoa its going off the hook (again) Oh how i do love the apprentice and its hook removing capabilities… but its so hard to write about the candidates and stuff… soooooooooooo! (blates advertising) visit my youtube page cos i do it in speech! www.youtube.com/munnawar , again last 2 vids are bad quality i was hoping to get a new camera but since student finance hasn’t sorted me out yet I’ve lost almost 2 grand supporting my education! I may have to file for bankruptcy soon, at least until i pass go. So allow me k!????????????

Thanks. x

My brother used my football boots recently, and he got them dirtier than usual.

He went into the garden to wash and clean my boots and i watched from my second floor window (unbeknownst to him) and for some strange reason, after like 10 minutes i derived alot of pleasure watching him clean my boots. I never actually wanted him to clean them but now i’m thinking…

Darn noob they better be spotless.

Write yourself a letter for the future!

Im doing one every year. I completely forgot i did this then out of no where i got 2 email messages from myself last year telling me how my life was going at the time.

Its interesting to see how my life has changed in the last year.

…

Its exactly the same…

BUT! I wrote another one this year and i cant wait to recieve it next year

also…

I wrote one for ten years in the future last year

and i have no idea what that entails

so im kinda excitedf rot hat too!

yeah so in short

write urselfs letters for yourself to read in the future! you never know what can change in a year or 2!

but gosh darn it i’ll say it again!

I LOVE my freshly conditioned hair when i come out the shower

It feels so soft and clean and *Sigh* if it wasnt weird i would stroke my head all day after conditioning!

sohrabihamid:

I need to vent my frustration, I’ve never been so bored in my life. This whole extra one year thing was not a good idea. I didn’t even think of a contingency plan. And it’s only been a month. AHHHHHHHHHHHLJDA;SHDAGIHHKLGHK.

Do more posts about your days/life! theyre quite interesting and fun!

not that you not enjoying ur extra year is fun to me…

I was messing round with tumblr and saw this funny post on a page somewhere

and i tried to like “reblog” it but i couldntand it wouldnt show me how

but yeah here it is i guess

Jack: Hey, you know what sucks?

Lindsey: vaccuums  

Jack: Hey, you know what sucks in a metaphorical sense?

Lindsey: black holes

Jack: Hey, you know what just isn’t cool?

Lindsey: lava?

PRETTY JOKES EH!?^… i dunno how to reblog it though =[

thisisallll:

fightingforabetterdystopia:

1. Bought Halo: Reach.

2. Lost my job due to the shop where i worked closing down.

3. Havent been paid yet by my dodgy ex employer.

4. Had an interview at game and SMACKED IT, but probs wont get the job anyways.

5. finished ramadan and eid and almost completed 6 extra days of fasting

6. I won…

Considering the last time you posted before this was like ten minutes ago, I must say WOW that’s a lot in ten minutes!

lool i was gonna say “since hte last time i posted that wasnt ten minutes ago” but i thought that would be an inconvenient title!

but yeah before that lol, in like a few months nothings happened!

dryyy.

1. Bought Halo: Reach.

2. Lost my job due to the shop where i worked closing down.

3. Havent been paid yet by my dodgy ex employer.

4. Had an interview at game and SMACKED IT, but probs wont get the job anyways.

5. finished ramadan and eid and almost completed 6 extra days of fasting

6. I won a halo tournament at the eurogamer expo and won these uber kool headphones. Literally the first thing ive ever won in my life.

7. My life is so dry i ended at 7 and the rest wasnt actually that interesting.

lol. fail.

p.s. i now realise 7 isnt actually something that has changed rather a statement.

Double fail.

Well you know that old age saying! If you never fail you never fly!

… and that saying doesnt exist…

triple fai-